I write in a journal mostly for the thoughts I don't want to share with the whole world but I feel as though I should fill you in on what's going on in my life.
Life fell apart for me for a minute.
This is what it was in my eyes when it happened.
1. I lost my job.
2. I lost my boyfriend.
3. I was broken beyond repair.
This is how it looks to me now.
1. I had an opportunity to find a job that would pay better.
2. I needed a break to find myself.
3. It was time to do some serious soul searching.
So here's my update. I have a job I'm really good at that pays well and gives me an opportunity to move up in my company. Breaking up with Keaton hurt both of us, but I needed it. I feel really bad for what I did to him, but I see now that we aren't right for each other. It's time for me to figure out who I am before I share my heart with someone else. As for my soul searching, I know myself a lot better than I used to. I know how to handle the craziness that is my life.
What I REALLY wanted to write about is what's happening now.
HALLOWEEN! Woo! Halloween isn't an excuse to dress like a slut. That's what the weekend is for. I just painted my nails orange and black and they're adorable. I also curled my hair today for the first time in like, 3 years. It's just as cute as I remember.
This has literally been a word vomit. I just wanted to get everything in my head out.
Before I depart, I want to share a quote with you.
"A woman has got to love a bad man
once or twice in her life to
be thankful for a good one."
This makes a whole lot of sense. I'm young. I'm 18. I don't need to go looking for the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. What I do know is that when he comes around, I'll know he's the right one. Byee!
